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2001-05-08 - 11:55 a.m. Last night, I was talking to my friend Jenna on-line. She goes "Did you hear what happened at Hills?" Hills is a nickname for our high school that we went to. I was like "no why?" In my mind, I thought it was either another prank, teacher protest or something like that. "A girl committed suicide from the class of 2000" jenna said. Right away, I knew that was Keith's grade. I do not personally know the girl. Though I remember seeing her in the hallway. It's like I remember the face and name, but did not know her personlly. Still SUICIDE IS THE WORST FUCKING THING IN THIS FUCKING WORLD! Look, I have lost a teacher who was so helpful to me and friend to it. Along with one of the best guy friends I have ever known ( you know dick right?). Jenna talked to me today to see if I was ok. I said "yeah, just this time I did not lose another best friend". You know I still sit here and blame larry's death for ruining my relationship with Keith. For a while there I use to yell at the sky saying "I hope your happy larry! You fucked up your best friend! We won't be together forever like you wanted! FUCK YOU!" Then I would cry my eyes out. luv ya, Dara � � |