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2000-11-17 - 12:36 am There is so much anger building up inside me, but I just don't know how to let it out. Don't you just hate it when anger builds and builds till you pop! I don't know what to do! 1. Moving to Alabama - I hate it! Fine! I have to leave my life I have ever known. Just make me start all over again! 2. Sometimes it seems I like I am just what I call "Younger one"! No, it is not sibling jealousy. It just sometimes feels like I am pushed aside. (Sis I love you, but I have to let this out.) I mean I have talents too! Does anyone notice them? Uh no! I can sing! I can do photography! I can do acting! I love to perform! WATCH ME FOR ONCE!! It feels like she only special, because she haas CP. Fuck that! 3. School....not my thing! I hate college. It just seems like a waste of time. Sometimes I am so bored out of my mind from it. It just bores me to death. 4. Sometimes I feel like I am a puppet. PLEASE, "NO STRINGS ATTACHED!!" I feel like I am told what I have to do. LEAVE ME ALONE!
Luv ya, Abby � � |