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2001-03-13 - 12:40 am From what is sounds like....my new computer will be happening in a few weeks. I want to get it now so it will give me something to do. In terms of file organization and stuff. Transfering files and stuff! Getting my computer how I want it to be. Since this computer is great, but it is so outdated. Otherwise nothing new with me. Just living my life day to day. So, I decided to look at my senior yearbook. I found some pics in my senior yearbook of friends. I almost wanted to cry. Then I saw the pic from the prom of me and keith. Immediately, I put it in frame on my bookcase. Just looking at it going what went wrong with him? I wish a could shake him back to the way he was. The weird thing is I had my Aerosmith "Big Ones" cd playing. He loved them and got me into listening to them more then I did before. The song "Cryin" came on when I was looking at the picture.. Boy, did the lyrics seem weird. Especially, when it goes "I was cryin' when I met you Now I'm tryin' to forget you Your love is sweet misery I was cryin' just to get you Now I'm dyin' 'cause I let you Do what you do to me". O forgot to talk about this the other day. I just remembered the conversation I had with my Dad on the way to Boston. We first talked about how funny Mel Brooks is. This was while we were listening to Carole king, the best female song writer ever! Then some how we got on the topic of me and Keith. I think we were talking about my prom pictures. My dad said something like "How about we frame some of your prom pictures for the new house?" "Dad, good cause no pics of me and keith please!" I said back. Then he said something like "Oh no! Just you!". "Yeah, I have seen his pics of us. Pretty good! He had them hanging in his room. A little collage of me" I said. "Oh, he must of loved you a lot....it is so sad to see him turn like he did" my Dad said. "Well....after Larry died it went all down hill" I ended with. That's it! I better go to bed! My eyes are closing and I am getting tired. Luv ya, Dara � � |