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2000-12-12 - 11:06 pm Ok! Wanna know an odd thing? I keep wishing that tommorow was New Years Eve. I just want this year to be over. From last school being bad to the summer being longer than I thought to having three deaths with one being a suicide to having to move next year to losing my best guy friend ever( Yes he was, he knew me inside and out!!)!! It was a all a blurry disaster in my mind. Anyway, nothing else new in my life. I just seem so cold and lonely. The last time I felt like this was my sophmore of high school. Then the thing that helped was Keith and now I am on my own. So, it feels like crap this time. What am I to do? Earlier today, this is a poem I got in my head and it was like a broken record. I just kept thinking about over and over! Not sure if I should write it down. Now, I think I will. Hopefully, it is as good as I think. Where is my angel? An angel here to help me now and forever. It was here, but now has left. Heaven send me my new angel. One who will guide me and care for me. One who will show the me I need to know. Send me an angel. Where is my angel? Luv ya, Abby "Whatever gets you through your life 'salright, 'salrightDo it wrong or do it right 'salright, 'salright Don't need a watch to waste your time oh no, oh no" - John Lennon � � |