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2001-06-20 - 11:37 p.m. Tears are starting to come. Things are getting packed up and I am starting to pack for Boston. Yeah I can't wait for this trip. From being some real sister bonding to seeing Boston to seeing BSB to seeing Blue Men to fireworks over the Charles. It is going kick ass! Though I am leaving New Jersey, my life and best house I have only known. I talked to my friend Jenna on the phone. She cried and said..."I can't believe you are leaving....what am I going to do without you here." Strong me, held in my tears. Though eventually I will have to cry. My friend Claudine left for Spain. I never got to say goodbye. Claudine has been my friend since I was 7. We were in Girl Scouts together as well as she threw me a surprise 16 birthday party. I remember her sister when she was only 5. It is so sad. I said goodbye to Nicole. Tried not to cry since the older I got the more close I got to her. She is only 20 and lost her father when she was 15. It was so sad. My family is close to hers and all. I remember my Mom and I threw her a surprise sweet 16. I remember when she use play miss america with me and she always won. At the time I hated her, but now we are great friends. This is harder then I thought. What am I going to do? Tonight we celebrated an early birthday. Since I will be in Boston for my birthday. Oh my sister is not going ot work on my Birthday....so it is all my Day. Except...we are seeing blue men. lol! Ok..now I am laughing. Plus, I am listening to "Learning how to smile" by Everclear. I love this song a lot!!! luv ya, Dara � � |