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2001-01-18 - 1:35 am Earlier tonight in the car, actually way earlier, I said ( out of the blue slightly under my breath)"No way am I pretty." My Mom heard me " Waht did you just say? You are pretty." Though, it is my Mom she always says that. Family says that to each other all the time. It is natural from family...I miss hearing it from a guy. You know, why am I so over reacting to this...it is so stupid. All girls do this though right? I think I take it too seriously. Everyone hates a part of their body from nose to like a mishapened toe. I just need to stop over reacting. For some odd reason I always do that. It just seems weird and all. Fuck it! You know how some people can look like your mom or dad. I kinda look like my sister, but not really. Actually, I have looked at ancestors and relatives and find nothing that looks like me. That can be a good thing being unique or an odd thing. It is like am I really from this family? Sometimes I feel like I don't fit in. In a way, the odd ball and sore thumb. It just is so weird I guess. Luv ya, Dara � � |