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2000-08-18 - 10:35 pm Alright.....I had said near the end of my last diary entry "I love my sister, Dad and Mom!! They are DA BOMB!!" Well....that is true, but they can get on my nerves. Tonight, my mom is being mean. I don't know if she is in a bad mood or does not wnat to go to that thing tommorow w/my dad. I was just upstairs.....I said out loud I don't want tommorow to come. She is like why. I said "I want to go somewhere....hang with people my age and have fun!" Then she replied with "Well....that is your fault that you are not." So, she is saying it is my fucking fault that all my friends I use to have lied and that Keith, my best friend of three years turned his back on me? WHAT THE FUCK?!?!?!? Ok, look! I have had enough shit this year. It has been adding up and I don't need to hear more shit from my own mother. Yeah, she hates to work two jobs and be tired all the time. It is no reason to blame your shit on others. I am not going around blaming shit on people about my friends. Am I? It all together very much sucks! I have had enough shit in my life. Most of childhood was spent going to physical therapy and ocupational therapy for my cerebral palsy ( a diease that is caused by loss of oxygen to the brain during birth.....don't worry....my case is very mild.....all it did was cause me to have tendions in my right ankle to be tight.) While going to diffent doctors and having one say she needs surgery. Then having another say she just needs exercise. When I was a sophmore in high school my dad lost his job. Also, being picked on for 13 years of my life. It all sucks! So, I don't need shit. My Mom tells me seeing a physicatrist will be a good thing....3 of them and no luck! It is shit! I hate it....I think I have been to hell and back. It sucks! So, how is your life going? Tell me in my guestbook! My is in shit right now! Luv ya, Abby "I'm hard but I'm friendly baby I'm sad but I'm laughing I'm brave but I'm chicken shit I'm sick but I'm pretty baby What it all boils down to Is that no one's really got it figured out just yet" - Alanis Morrisette � � |