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2000-11-02 - 12:00 am Sometimes in this diary I wish I could say mean things about peole I care about. Actually, I have with the whole ex thing and my friend situation. It is just weird and all. There is a feeling inside me that just feels like I need to curse someomne out. I just feel this year is going into a sprial. Anyway, my sister came home tonight, because friday is Tara's wedding. My Mom and I sat in airport lobby for over an hour. I missed Dawson's Creek tonight because of it. Oh well! Then we went to a local dinner. It was so freaking crappy. The waitress was a bitch and the food was shit. I know dinners are not suppose to be good. At least it should be more decent then it was. Trust me! It might just be me that feels like everything is going wrong. Most of the time I take things too seriously. To cover it up I make excuses. My Dad calls me the excuse mister. So what? I do complain and make excuses. That is the way am and the way I want to be. If everyone in this world had the smae traits and stuff it would truely fucking suck! FUCKING ASS SUCK! Well....I have to end this, because my sister is home. And she probably is going to write in her diary and stuff! Luv ya, Abby � � |