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2001-01-12 - 1:02 am Well.....I offically signed up classes today. I am going to take courses in Computer graphics. You know like computer animation and stuff like that. I just have some odd fasicination for it. Well, I love "Toy Story" and all that kinda stuff. Maybe that explains why I am taking those courses. ( scrathies head ) Anyway, did you see that movie on MTV the other night? I was like how could anyone think of doing that? Matthew Shepard was just trying to be himself and fit in. There was no reason for him to die. It was amazing that when I sawElton John in concert 10/13/98.....he dedicated "Don't let the sun go down on me" to him. What a perfect tribute big time!! I know how hard it is to fill in....at one time I thought I was useless. My father had lost his job and I was being picked on. The friendship of my ex and I just started. As well....I wanted to commit sucide. Though that was my sophmore year of high school. Some people when I was in 6th grade wanted to kill me. One time I remember them pushing me down the stairs at school and saying "Die loser!" They thought people with Cerebral Palsy were useless. Well, it seems they were more useless then me. One of those boys later on got kicked out of the school district. He was forcing to do bad things to more people and not just me. Another one I remember was not too long ago. I was a freshman in high school. It was at lunch.....I ate lunch with my friend Claudine and Tony. Anyway, there was"The Enemy" and her friend Maria. Some of what happened is sketchy. One thing that sticks out in my mind is a racial slur. It was like I got in a verbal fight with Maria like always. I think Maria said something like "Well at least your not a stupid Jew." She said it right in front of Claudine and my face. I started to cry and said under my breath "I am jewish you know". She goes "Excuse me bitch?". I was afraid and said " Oh Nothing". Then she walked away. I was so pissed!! The rest of the school year I wore my star of david. Now, my star of david clasp to put it on a chain broke. So, I can no longer wear it. I am going to get it fixed and wear it again....I just have to find it first. Hate is wrong and must be stopped! Fight for your rights: fight againist discrimanation! Luv ya, Dara "I hope someday you can join us and the world will live as one!" - John Lennon
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